Bad memories
I was walking to my 9 am Accounting class in 1996 when a girl opened fire on Penn State's campus. I wasn't in the line of fire, I was walking along the path in front of the building, the shooter was behind that building shooting in the opposite direction. I almost got hit by the car of one of the first responding police officers, and the person I was walking with joked that "somebody must have stolen a doughnut" from the shop in the Student Union.
It took until late morning for most people on campus to find out what happened (information didn't travel quite as fast back then). I remember there being a feeling of disbelief, initially. And though it sounds insensitive to those who got shot that day, that disbelief was quickly replaced with excitement. There were major news media vehicles on campus every day that week, and it caused quite a buzz to have so many students asked to be interviewed for TV. Then, just as quickly as they all arrived, the media left. For me, and several other students I talked to at the time, that's when fear set in. It seems backwards, but seeing the large media and police presence made me forget about the fact that some girl just walked onto my campus with an assault rifle in her pant leg, took it out, and shot random people. When they all left, that realization hit me like a brick.
That incident pales in comparison to what happened yesterday. Like others have already said, my heart goes out to the victims' families and friends who are grieving, the witnesses who have to relive those moments in their minds, and the Virginia Tech population as a whole.



Comments
Radioactive Jam said:
Well said.
Sarah said:
Perhaps due to what you and I do for a living, or at least WHERE we do it, it strikes close to home, even when it is far away. I don't have an incident to compare to like you do, and I'm thankful for that.
cadiztwelve said:
this whole thing makes my head hurt.
Jon said:
I'm also at a complete loss as to how to handle this.
Syar said:
To even think of the possibility that someone could walk into my college, enter into its shiny new cafeteria and open fire is beyond my wildest dreams.
I hate that this event has made it oh so real, and oh so possible.
glo said:
Wow. I have to admit that I'm just blocking my reaction to the story of it. I can't imagine living it. At all. I'm so sorry - for everyone involved in senseless violence. Always.
When I was 5, someone killed my best friend's sister. So much of my life has been colored by that experience. Violence isn't one "random act" - it's like throwing a mountain into a river...nothing is the same from that place forward.
Lia said:
Ouch. Even more up close and personal for you, then. I haven't been involved in anything like that, but I keep thinking "What if I had been there that day?" It's a frightening, very real possibility.
Seventeen Syllables said:
Omar, well said as always. Glo, I second your comment. Senseless violence (a redundant phrase I think) makes my head hurt. Human life is too precious and too short as it is. Nobody ever should have to experience something like the VT shootings at any time, anywhere, by any method, for any reason.
Hugs all around, and my prayers are with the VT community and all victims of violence and warfare.